Proving Yourself Wrong...is a Key

Shadow integration is not a process about "loving" the inner shadow aspects--but bringing these aspects to awareness and acceptance to be fully released and embodied in a more aligned way. Full shadow integration happens when we choose to love those shadow parts enough...to be willing to let them go...to be willing to let these shadows show us the pain that it holds through feeling and processing, and to deprogram out of needing to seek solace through habit.


It's easy to choose to throw a temper tantrum when things don't work out our way or we don't get what we want, but it is not easy to choose to walk away...to release misaligned ways of being, ideas...people...jobs...items...things that only bring us temporary comfort...


No one can break us out of our comfort zones except our very selves...So do things that scare you...do things where you will be challenged to be better...do things that you thought you couldn't or you've told yourself you aren't good at...and maybe we're scared to fall deeply in Love...whatever it is, you've TOLD yourself this too many times, that you just CANNOT...a self-created belief. Prove yourself WRONG, prove others wrong. SHOW YOURSELF what you are capable of. Telling yourself you are amazing, confident, happy...is a step towards SHOWING yourself that you can break your own glass ceilings...that God/Source is that inner nudge...wanting us to break away from comfortability and attachments to old self/old pattern/and to release any fears surrounding being a disciple yet again.


That shadow aspect of Self will want to hold us back and keep us stagnant through settling, shame, and unworthiness, which activates scarcity consciousness...where we grab onto anything we can get...we seek shortcuts...the "secret"...and the closest and "next" best thing...


Habits, are nothing but an accumulation of consistent action...and if we were to direct ourselves to creating better habits, letting go of old habits, committing to showing up even when we do not want to, committing to starting over...even if we do not know How...we will unequivocally begin to align with a frequency that will shed all density and unprocessed wounds, to bring us towards where we belong...our purpose...and our Home...


It will allow us to feel what being connected to the Holy Spirit feels like--the true feeling of Home....Home is not the warm and welcoming feeling and nice homey decorations--but the sense of divine belonging-ness...a feeling that you BELONG IN that Home and Space...a sense of what eternity feels like through true presence of just being able to be alive...


and we often do not feel this with who we call Blood...it is unfortunate that our Home...can at times...feel the furthest from that Frequency...it is not the Home itself that will create the feeling of being Home, warm, and comforted--but the people who are IN that House that create the Frequency...


See yourself in your shadows--the times where you have acted out of Ego--the times where you let your wounded inner-child throw that tantrum--the times where you were unkind--the times where you projected---


It is facing these moments where we fully release any and all attachments to the shadows and indecencies within us--and the shadows and indecencies that seek to attack us--where we truly begin to innerstand the deep wounding that one must hold in order to mentally/emotionally/physically harm another.


Understand that the pain of others are so deep sometimes...that it begins to affect us when we are in the presence of their pain... if you cannot hold your light with certain individuals...you must let go...you must protect your field...


And also remember...that eternally sourced light...can withstand anything in its field...and we will always be training during battle....so show up...even if you can't show up into your field "ready for anything"...you CAN choose to show up and devote yourself to training and consistency, and accept the role of a disciple/student of Life...because throughout it...you will also become the Master...


Consistency is Key.


Much Love,

Emily





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